I’ve been informed that I should start writing again. I was
also told that it wasn’t known for certain why I stopped but I should pick it
up again. Apparently it will help me in the coming year with the new direction my
life will be headed in. I will take this new direction with open arms and open
heart. I’m not entirely sure what I’m in
for, but I do sense a change of pace and hopefully scenery in my near future.
I recently had my cards read by a wonderful woman by the
name of Betty. She is a treat and I highly recommend her for any tarot readings
and or spiritual guidance.
I requested to have a forecast reading. For those who are
not familiar with readings, she let me choose a card for each of the coming
months. These cards will provide you a clue or an overall theme of what to
expect in that month.
The first card in my next year forecast was ‘writing’ which
I find ironic. I never took myself for a writer but I’m told it comes easy to
me. I was also told that I have a gift and it will be coming into focus in the
next little bit. What exactly this gift is… I guess I will share that with you
when I find out for myself. A card that brought up discussion during my reading
was “throat chakra”. Apparently I have a talent for speaking to others. Now this
comes to be as a surprise. I have often found that I have a difficult time
speaking what’s on my mind. But perhaps this isn’t what she was referring to.
As a reminder, we have to take a reading, along with everything in life, with a
grain of salt. I don’t want to be one of those blind folded people who follow
every word in hopes that everything will come true. Personally, I like not
knowing what’s in store for me. Granted, this reading was very insightful. If
anything, it reminded me of therapy. It provided a lot of insight for me. I
often felt like Betty would use trigger words that caused me to reassess everything
going on in my life. These so call trigger words allowed me to focus on the not
so pretty details of my life. The details that I needed guidance on. I have
never been a spiritual person. Heck, I’ve never even gone to church. In grade school,
I did go to a Catholic school for a bit. To put it simply, it was a disaster and
I begged my father to go to public school. Finally he caved and I ended my
private school endeavors. But that would be the extent of my religious upbringing.
Besides my brief time at Catholic school and the few mission farewells and
homecomings here and there, church has not been for me.
During my reading, Betty mentioned that I had trouble months
to be aware of. I need to be careful during April and May as a whole as well as
September and October. I must be extra cautious in the latter two months.
I can’t recall every detail of what my reading was. I know
the ‘patience’ card came up multiple times. Overall as a person, this is
something that I really should work on. Patience is a different struggle for
everyone. I find lack of patience for me puts my anxiety into full throttle. I’ve
always struggled with anxiety and this is something I have just recently gotten
help for. Now that my anxiety is decently under control, my family has brought
to my attention that I may struggle with ADHD as well. REALLY? I’m twenty-four.
Don’t you think I would have noticed that before now? Anyway, my family has won
the debate over my mental health and I am to see a doctor in the coming week.
Overall I feel fine. I dislike how much our society pushes
medications at us but that’s a rant for a different time.
Hopefully I haven’t scared everyone away after my over indulgence
for detail.
Keep in touch.
xx,
Christina
